first blog.

i always wanted to be the best at everything. but hey it turns out i cant. and it's hard trying to always be the best. always looking the best, always acting in a way that people approve, and getting the best result. the world has used ways to brain wash us. and it has worked. people going out, spending hundreds of dollars on things we don't need. hair products, make up, botox for crying out loud. and you know why we do this? it is for men. and sure some people say they do it to make them self's feel good, but who are you kidding. sure looking hot makes you feel good, but why does it make you feel good? because we think that there a chance, that that one guy, that we love, will finally look in our direction- even for a second, instead of drooling over the hot chick with the big boobs. because really, who is going to even going to take a second look at the fat, ugly flat chested girl. no one.

- this is from my myspace.