hiding.

ever feel like hiding away from all the chaos and mess in the world? 

feel like you cant see people. like they dont understand you, and you just want to be away from everyone?

and that the voices around you might one day kill you and explode your brains.

sometimes i just wanna run away from everyone and everything. i want to have my own little world, where only i knew where i was. some place that was all mine. no one could fine me there, and i would be free to do whatever i wanted, in peace.

just those days that you want to be alone. just that ONE day. 

when people ask- are you ok? you say yes. even though you aren't. but what else are you going to say? oh yeah im just in a really bad mood becuase i cant handle your voice at the moment and i really want to kill you, if you dont leave me alone? no. you just cant say that to people. 

i hope to one day, just be wandering around, and find a gorgeous place, that no one knows about. a secret garden of some sort.