fun fun fun

i have exams in about a week. and so i have lots os studying to do because i absolutely slacked off during the year and now the work has caught up to be, and is going to drown me.

ill try an blog but i dont think that i will be able to blog too often, not that i blog that often anyways. i should get back to studying. god its fun isnt it?

shall blog asap.

if only you could do a test with a gorgeous pen like that! i wish!

bundle of joy.

cupcakes. they are fashionably delicious. 

they are little bundles of joy, covered with icing sugar and sprinkles.

if there was anything that was cuter, i would die of shock.

how much do you think that they cost? channel cupcakes. like wow. i would pay so much for one of them, but then i wouldnt be able to eat it. id just take about five hundred photos. show all my friends, and then it would probably be be so long that it would have gone off and i would never have eaten it. sad huh?

gossip girl

i just bought gossip girl.

i lovee it so much. they are just so glamourous and hot, i just wanna kill them all. i wish i  was one of them.

do you think that there is a real gossip girl? like people who are that rich, and that gorgeous. they can walk around is anything and look absolutely fabulous.

i thnk all im going to do this weekend, is like sit and watch ALL day long. over and over and over again. im not weird if that is what you are thinking.

harry.

harry potter.

he is really cool. i want to buy the box set, of movies and books. i think im more set on the movies, than the books.

harry potter is awesome though. when i was younger, i used to wish that he was my brother. which, now that i thnk about it, its really weird.

ron is suchh a cuteeeyy.

and omg emma is THEE most gorgeous person in the world!!

arent they cuteee?

this is just gay isnt it?

oh and its my 60th blog. fabby isnt it?

hiding.

ever feel like hiding away from all the chaos and mess in the world? 

feel like you cant see people. like they dont understand you, and you just want to be away from everyone?

and that the voices around you might one day kill you and explode your brains.

sometimes i just wanna run away from everyone and everything. i want to have my own little world, where only i knew where i was. some place that was all mine. no one could fine me there, and i would be free to do whatever i wanted, in peace.

just those days that you want to be alone. just that ONE day. 

when people ask- are you ok? you say yes. even though you aren't. but what else are you going to say? oh yeah im just in a really bad mood becuase i cant handle your voice at the moment and i really want to kill you, if you dont leave me alone? no. you just cant say that to people. 

i hope to one day, just be wandering around, and find a gorgeous place, that no one knows about. a secret garden of some sort.

jason mraz. just ew

just look at him. like fuck is he ugly.

"he's so ugly"- say that in an english accent.

it pisses laura off when i say it. bcause she thinks that he is just SOO gorgeous. but really he is hideous.




his album cover looks like him. weird and ugly.


who agrees?

good or bad?

do you think that it is wrong to gossip?

becuase what i define as gossiping is- talking about someone behind there back and saying mean things about them.

it seems wrong. but if you think about- do you think that you want to be told that someone REALLY hates you at the moment, for a little thing that you did. i dont think that i would.'

and someone told me that- you have a right to your own opinion about someone else. you are not obligated to like them, so why arent you allowed to say it? just because its mean? well saying whatever you hate about them right to there face is mean.

everyone does it.

and then there are those people who say that its wrong, and that you shouldnt do it, and then the next second they turn around and start saying things about another person they dislike.

we only every seem to get mad at people when they are talking about someone you like. and then when they are talking about someone you like- you just sit there and listen. you dont want to say anything because here there are a WHOLE bunch of people who hate that person you love. if you say something all the negative attention is placed on your shoulders. and no one wants that do they?


so im not sure what to do?

sometimes you just need time away from people. they might be annoying you at the certain moment for no reason in particular, and so i feel that there is no need to confront them, when nothing is ACUTALLY wrong. why do they have to know that you are pissed, when you can get over it in one day? you just need to realease that anger that is bottled up inside of you. and once its all out in the open, its alright again.

so why tell that person? when it would just hurt them for no reason at all?

becuase of everyone gossips about someone, one time or the other. because if we didnt, one tiny little comment said from that 'annoying' friend, by litterally blow you head off.